I'm just so happy. This is the first time that I'm actually doing something substantial in a long time. Despite my insecurities, I feel like I'm doing what's right for me. It's strangely nice to actively move towards a goal, even if it entailed leaving home. Honestly, it still takes a couple of moments to digest my current situation--I'm actually here? I'm actually here!
It was daunting at first--the packing, the attempt to settle down in a new place, the driving. I thought I wouldn't find friends, being this old. But people gravitate towards each other, mingling thoughts. It's surprising to meet such focused teenagers, to be honest. There are no words to describe how grateful I am for this chance. I'm surrounded by such talented people here. There's no way I'm leaving this place unscathed, unchanged.
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It was daunting at first--the packing, the attempt to settle down in a new place, the driving. I thought I wouldn't find friends, being this old. But people gravitate towards each other, mingling thoughts. It's surprising to meet such focused teenagers, to be honest. There are no words to describe how grateful I am for this chance. I'm surrounded by such talented people here. There's no way I'm leaving this place unscathed, unchanged.
