There are just some things that don't seem to work out. It's sad, I know. It feels like I completely missed the point. The turning point. What did I miss? The truth, maybe. Rewind. Let's just pretend we've dissolved into nothing. Or into air. I need lightness. It's easier than this, for sure.
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Northampton
Rode with J and them to Northampton. The assignment was to use different graphic elements to emphasize a subject.
Interrupting Lines
Contrast of Color
Using Depth of Field
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Interrupting Lines
Contrast of Color
Using Depth of Field
Labels:
friends,
photography
A Tree
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Over the weekend, between roadtrips, C and I chased after light. For our class with Greg, we had to pick an environment and take photos of it at different times of the day. We raced with the sun to catch the dawn and attempted to see in the dark when the moon rose. This tree was interesting because it's leaves were half-fallen. The ones left behind were a brilliant color..almost like a pseudo-resistance. And I thought the graveyard behind it was cool. :)
7AM
12NN
7PM
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Labels:
fall 2009,
Greg Heisler,
photography,
tree
Portraiture with Greg Heisler
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
I talked to Greg about this because I was bothered about the idea of taking someone's portrait. When he showed us a couple of photos done by professional photographers in the industry and his comments about style, gesture, and purpose, it raised several questions in my mind:
1. What makes a good portrait?
2. Does it have to be real? What about surreal portraits?
3. Does it have to tell a story? But what if a person's face is interesting on it's own?
4. How does one take a candid portrait without trespassing on someone's privacy?
5. What is good portrait lighting? Does a portrait have to look 'unpolished'?
It was an interesting conversation to say the least. I told him about my struggle with seeing and watching. I told him that I found it embarrassing to be 'photo-journalistic,' to take a stranger's portrait on the street without asking for their permission. The candidness of the moment would be ruined by awareness but at the same time, how can I just steal a picture of someone's life? It's a weird feeling: watching, loving what I see, and interrupting it with a click.
He brought up the idea of watching vs. seeing what we want to see/ imposing our vision on a scene.
"I want to stop taking pictures of pictures."
It's a challenge to distance ourselves further from the reality that we are composing to the reality that's actually there. I remember Barbara Bordick mentioning that "Every portrait is a self-portrait"--on the one hand, the photographer has a say. He/she has stake on what the photograph is meant to say. On the other hand, because of this, it brings up the question of who the photograph is really about. Is it about the subject or the artist?
Richard Avedon then talks about surfaces and how the face or a specific surface was enough to make a photograph. It's true that it seems like that's all photography is, a one-dimensional art. Flat. I still don't know how I feel about this. Is portraiture merely a means to record a surface? It seems too easy... to forget the 'why.'
"Personally, I wouldn't take a picture of someone that I wouldn't want of me." This is one of Greg's greatest advice to us, for sure. It implies the gravity of the work we create--how our pictures affect the world's way of seeing itself.
"Sometimes I wish I could just do this: (blink) CLICK."
I also told Greg about this couple that J and I saw in New York. We were walking towards the subway and there was a couple in their sixties wearing black and white. The woman was white, with snow white hair, wearing a black dress, and white shoes. The man was black, with a black beret, a white suit, and black shoes. They looked like they stepped out of a movie set. It was too perfect..how opposite they were. Coincidentally, they sat in front of me and J. AND endearingly, they were so in-love. I told Greg how I'll never forget that couple and it was during those times that I really felt the burden of ethics. It would be perfect to have a built-in shutter inside our brains when something like this falls on your lap. But, then again "if you think about it, that moment will never be lost because you'll always remember that couple on the subway. And because of that, it'll resurrect itself in your future work."
"Sometimes it's my dream to hire an artist's model. And just look. Have the pleasure of looking. Not in a creepy way. But to really see someone. I took a drawing class and it was illuminating because you really need to pay attention to the details instead of just going 'click.'"
"Ultimately, portraits should be about the subject. But that's just me."
As long as we are aware of the person in front of our lens and in control of the person behind it, then we'll be okay. It's a matter of struggling with ourselves, finding a balance between what we want to say and the story that's already there.
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1. What makes a good portrait?
2. Does it have to be real? What about surreal portraits?
3. Does it have to tell a story? But what if a person's face is interesting on it's own?
4. How does one take a candid portrait without trespassing on someone's privacy?
5. What is good portrait lighting? Does a portrait have to look 'unpolished'?
It was an interesting conversation to say the least. I told him about my struggle with seeing and watching. I told him that I found it embarrassing to be 'photo-journalistic,' to take a stranger's portrait on the street without asking for their permission. The candidness of the moment would be ruined by awareness but at the same time, how can I just steal a picture of someone's life? It's a weird feeling: watching, loving what I see, and interrupting it with a click.
He brought up the idea of watching vs. seeing what we want to see/ imposing our vision on a scene.
"I want to stop taking pictures of pictures."
It's a challenge to distance ourselves further from the reality that we are composing to the reality that's actually there. I remember Barbara Bordick mentioning that "Every portrait is a self-portrait"--on the one hand, the photographer has a say. He/she has stake on what the photograph is meant to say. On the other hand, because of this, it brings up the question of who the photograph is really about. Is it about the subject or the artist?
Richard Avedon then talks about surfaces and how the face or a specific surface was enough to make a photograph. It's true that it seems like that's all photography is, a one-dimensional art. Flat. I still don't know how I feel about this. Is portraiture merely a means to record a surface? It seems too easy... to forget the 'why.'
"Personally, I wouldn't take a picture of someone that I wouldn't want of me." This is one of Greg's greatest advice to us, for sure. It implies the gravity of the work we create--how our pictures affect the world's way of seeing itself.
"Sometimes I wish I could just do this: (blink) CLICK."
I also told Greg about this couple that J and I saw in New York. We were walking towards the subway and there was a couple in their sixties wearing black and white. The woman was white, with snow white hair, wearing a black dress, and white shoes. The man was black, with a black beret, a white suit, and black shoes. They looked like they stepped out of a movie set. It was too perfect..how opposite they were. Coincidentally, they sat in front of me and J. AND endearingly, they were so in-love. I told Greg how I'll never forget that couple and it was during those times that I really felt the burden of ethics. It would be perfect to have a built-in shutter inside our brains when something like this falls on your lap. But, then again "if you think about it, that moment will never be lost because you'll always remember that couple on the subway. And because of that, it'll resurrect itself in your future work."
"Sometimes it's my dream to hire an artist's model. And just look. Have the pleasure of looking. Not in a creepy way. But to really see someone. I took a drawing class and it was illuminating because you really need to pay attention to the details instead of just going 'click.'"
"Ultimately, portraits should be about the subject. But that's just me."
As long as we are aware of the person in front of our lens and in control of the person behind it, then we'll be okay. It's a matter of struggling with ourselves, finding a balance between what we want to say and the story that's already there.
Labels:
Greg Heisler,
photography,
portraits
Solitude
Thursday, October 01, 2009
for S.
Ultimately we die alone.
It is an experience reserved
for us since birth.
A payment for living?
No matter.
We still force ourselves
To love, perhaps to
Forget the finality
Of our bodies' divisions.
We welcome nothingness,
as we dissolve into each other,
Allowing ourselves to feel
Bliss, or something like it.
Eyes closed,
We do not like to see
ourselves die
in another's arms,
Just to be born again,
Alone.
For the end will come.
It always does,
Come.
In despair, we curl into a fetal position,
Allowing ourselves to remember
How naturally we are
enveloped by darkness and solitude.
We try to remember what it was like
To be held by night--
Held together
and contained within ourselves.
But light filters through closed eyelids,
and it glares at us,
as we are released from this quiet embrace;
Nakedness is no exception to its severity.
We cannot forget
Our divisions then.
But how can you turn away?
When you can see you are not alone?
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Ultimately we die alone.
It is an experience reserved
for us since birth.
A payment for living?
No matter.
We still force ourselves
To love, perhaps to
Forget the finality
Of our bodies' divisions.
We welcome nothingness,
as we dissolve into each other,
Allowing ourselves to feel
Bliss, or something like it.
Eyes closed,
We do not like to see
ourselves die
in another's arms,
Just to be born again,
Alone.
For the end will come.
It always does,
Come.
In despair, we curl into a fetal position,
Allowing ourselves to remember
How naturally we are
enveloped by darkness and solitude.
We try to remember what it was like
To be held by night--
Held together
and contained within ourselves.
But light filters through closed eyelids,
and it glares at us,
as we are released from this quiet embrace;
Nakedness is no exception to its severity.
We cannot forget
Our divisions then.
But how can you turn away?
When you can see you are not alone?
Labels:
poetry
I chose 'Sensuality.'
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I have this class called Visual Arts. It's a class that teaches us to break down images into graphic elements: line, shape, color, space, and perspective. Today, we were asked to focus on positive and negative space and by using only lines, we had to choose a specific word to illustrate. I chose Sensuality.
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Labels:
design,
visual arts
September 26, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
My insides are breaking, giving away, like every thing that lacks stability. Pictures of home are torture. All covered in mud and water, I do not recognize anything.
Labels:
flood
We breathe ourselves out and away, like a perfume.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
An exercise from Greg. We needed to take a picture that illustrated intimacy.
Labels:
Greg Heisler,
portraits
Clark Art Institute
Friday, September 25, 2009
This was the day that changed it all. I found friends in my class! I'm so glad I asked J if I could ride with him. Hanging out with S, C, M, and him was a blast. It must have been funny to them when they saw me eating with a spoon and a fork in the Chinese restaurant.
The Clark Art Institute was a wonderful museum. My favorite room was the Claude Monet/Renoir wing. It was an impressive collection and the light from the ceiling was beautiful.
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The Clark Art Institute was a wonderful museum. My favorite room was the Claude Monet/Renoir wing. It was an impressive collection and the light from the ceiling was beautiful.
24/7 Photography
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
I'm just so happy. This is the first time that I'm actually doing something substantial in a long time. Despite my insecurities, I feel like I'm doing what's right for me. It's strangely nice to actively move towards a goal, even if it entailed leaving home. Honestly, it still takes a couple of moments to digest my current situation--I'm actually here? I'm actually here!
It was daunting at first--the packing, the attempt to settle down in a new place, the driving. I thought I wouldn't find friends, being this old. But people gravitate towards each other, mingling thoughts. It's surprising to meet such focused teenagers, to be honest. There are no words to describe how grateful I am for this chance. I'm surrounded by such talented people here. There's no way I'm leaving this place unscathed, unchanged.
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It was daunting at first--the packing, the attempt to settle down in a new place, the driving. I thought I wouldn't find friends, being this old. But people gravitate towards each other, mingling thoughts. It's surprising to meet such focused teenagers, to be honest. There are no words to describe how grateful I am for this chance. I'm surrounded by such talented people here. There's no way I'm leaving this place unscathed, unchanged.
ATTITUDE = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
Sunday, September 13, 2009
A glimpse of the past three days
Only you know what you need. (Arnold Newman)
http://www.arnoldnewmanarchive.com
http://www.nytimes.com/2006/06/07/arts/07newman.html
(Greggory Heisler)
http://www.gregoryheisler.com
You can't trust your eyes if your imagination is out of focus.
Portraiture is about taking a great record of the face. You need to create defined circumstances to set up the moment.
It can completely be your thing. People don't know until they see it. Show your work. What you have to offer is your uniqueness and everyone has that already. Even twins.
If you leave me alone, I'll kill myself for you. If you tell me what to do, I can't wait to go home.
(Barbara Bordnick)
http://www.barbarabordnick.com
Portraits- You make yourself or they make you. It's about "getting to people." Find something about them that is uniquely them. RESEARCH. BE PREPARED. Motivate something to happen.
Every photograph you take is a self-portrait. What it is that you do to get something from people. It's a part of you. You are a valid person in this situation.
There's a story for every one of these [pictures]. Even if some were disastrous, they were wonderful stories nonetheless.
Critics created 'style.' Point-of-view--it's the one thing you have that makes you different.
Q. What's your 'style'?
I've always had beauty in life. I am attracted to things that have mystery. It's the sensuous aspect. I shoot "the way I'd like to be touched." You like a nude because you can't touch them. [the light touches them].
Fashion has nothing to do with real people. It's fantasy. I'm interested in photography that shows what I could or want to see on the street. It's about possibilities.
I should have the experience in the lens. Within the lens. There's something I don't like about cropping after. The subject is in my personal world. I'd like to think that I could contain them within my frame. (That's why most of the pictures are tightly cropped).
Luck is like a steamroller. You gotta be in the right path/direction. A lot of things happened because I had to find my own way. It's about having to find yourself. How to make it all yours. I also had a good understanding of the human body.
(Greg H. & Barbara Bordnick)
Contemporary portraits see to lack GESTURE. The body should reflect the face. Hands and eyes are the most expressive parts of the human body besides the obvious mouth. It's disastrous to tell people what to do. Direct them.
How does one develop taste?
The only way to get into fashion is to be an assistant. You have to be immersed in it in order to function on the level and style and creativity that the people in the business function on. You need to expose yourself to inspiring things. Go to a museum. Listen to music. You need to be curious. You need to be an interesting person. Surround yourself with people with style and taste. Develop a sense of color.
W- best fashion magazine. Next is Italian/French Vogue.
Photographing Men Vs. Women
For a man, interesting lighting. "His face has a topography that's so amazing."
For women, They want to be beautiful. Society has placed enormous value on women; it's a different aesthetic demand.
Clay Patrick Mcbride
http://www.claypatrickmcbride.com
Not to look but to see the world.
It's a process.
Be a poetic image maker.
Pay attention to the marketplace.
You don't get another chance to make a first impression.
Start that relationship with a camera that you love. Be familiar with it.
There's room for everyone who wants it.
"Darwin photographer" = ADAPT.
about lighting...He who does the most with the least, wins.
It's the journey, not the destination.
Aim for simple pictures that have some honesty.
TRUST + ACCESS = Good storytelling.
It's about Moments vs. Ideas
Photograph what you love. Photograph what you understand.
Look for a mentor.
www.eddieadamsworkshop.com
He selflessly dedicated his life to storytelling. Record life as it happens.
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Only you know what you need. (Arnold Newman)
http://www.arnoldnewmanarchive.com
http://www.nytimes.com/2006/06/07/arts/07newman.html
(Greggory Heisler)
http://www.gregoryheisler.com
You can't trust your eyes if your imagination is out of focus.
Portraiture is about taking a great record of the face. You need to create defined circumstances to set up the moment.
It can completely be your thing. People don't know until they see it. Show your work. What you have to offer is your uniqueness and everyone has that already. Even twins.
If you leave me alone, I'll kill myself for you. If you tell me what to do, I can't wait to go home.
(Barbara Bordnick)
http://www.barbarabordnick.com
Portraits- You make yourself or they make you. It's about "getting to people." Find something about them that is uniquely them. RESEARCH. BE PREPARED. Motivate something to happen.
Every photograph you take is a self-portrait. What it is that you do to get something from people. It's a part of you. You are a valid person in this situation.
There's a story for every one of these [pictures]. Even if some were disastrous, they were wonderful stories nonetheless.
Critics created 'style.' Point-of-view--it's the one thing you have that makes you different.
Q. What's your 'style'?
I've always had beauty in life. I am attracted to things that have mystery. It's the sensuous aspect. I shoot "the way I'd like to be touched." You like a nude because you can't touch them. [the light touches them].
Fashion has nothing to do with real people. It's fantasy. I'm interested in photography that shows what I could or want to see on the street. It's about possibilities.
I should have the experience in the lens. Within the lens. There's something I don't like about cropping after. The subject is in my personal world. I'd like to think that I could contain them within my frame. (That's why most of the pictures are tightly cropped).
Luck is like a steamroller. You gotta be in the right path/direction. A lot of things happened because I had to find my own way. It's about having to find yourself. How to make it all yours. I also had a good understanding of the human body.
(Greg H. & Barbara Bordnick)
Contemporary portraits see to lack GESTURE. The body should reflect the face. Hands and eyes are the most expressive parts of the human body besides the obvious mouth. It's disastrous to tell people what to do. Direct them.
How does one develop taste?
The only way to get into fashion is to be an assistant. You have to be immersed in it in order to function on the level and style and creativity that the people in the business function on. You need to expose yourself to inspiring things. Go to a museum. Listen to music. You need to be curious. You need to be an interesting person. Surround yourself with people with style and taste. Develop a sense of color.
W- best fashion magazine. Next is Italian/French Vogue.
Photographing Men Vs. Women
For a man, interesting lighting. "His face has a topography that's so amazing."
For women, They want to be beautiful. Society has placed enormous value on women; it's a different aesthetic demand.
Clay Patrick Mcbride
http://www.claypatrickmcbride.com
Not to look but to see the world.
It's a process.
Be a poetic image maker.
Pay attention to the marketplace.
You don't get another chance to make a first impression.
Start that relationship with a camera that you love. Be familiar with it.
There's room for everyone who wants it.
"Darwin photographer" = ADAPT.
about lighting...He who does the most with the least, wins.
It's the journey, not the destination.
Aim for simple pictures that have some honesty.
TRUST + ACCESS = Good storytelling.
It's about Moments vs. Ideas
Photograph what you love. Photograph what you understand.
Look for a mentor.
www.eddieadamsworkshop.com
He selflessly dedicated his life to storytelling. Record life as it happens.
Moving again.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
...but I just wanted to ask you which way I ought to go. Well, that depends on where you want to get to.
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Labels:
lost
Royal Blue CRV day
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Finally getting my car today. Welcome to the real world...
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