04-02-2010

Friday, April 02, 2010
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"So many roads they traversed together...so many different routes..Just to end up here without her."-- L'auberge Espagnole

From W.

I will keep you--
Between blank pages
And incoherence
Beside vanilla-scented pillows
And unsettling nightmares
Of losing all limbs and senses
The never-ending descent to numbness
I will hold you dear
And precious to my heart
Unconditionally

And when I consume
The fine vintage of your
Youth and tears,
I will do so, lovingly
With all that I am,
Without regret or remorse.

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Turners Falls at dusk

Wednesday, March 24, 2010
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Turners FallsYellow.



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Maybe

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Slow & Steady - Sleeping at Last

You carved our initials into these family trees.
But when the branches are bare and broken, love is so hard to reach.

We’ve learned to brace for the worst and to...
to read the last pages first, surrender feels safe.

Maybe the soul is the soil that holds the fallen seed,
or the light pouring down in between the rain clouds, daring life to reach;
Or maybe it’s the rings in the trunk of the tree,
a birthmark time will leave to measure the past.

But we can’t dream when we’re wide awake
or fall in love with a heart too strong to break.

Faith is expensive to taste, and time...
time is borrowed loose change that’s already been spent.

Maybe the soul is the tone of voice that unearthed the words that we needed...

Maybe the soul is a suitcase that holds the backup plan -
a collection of keys and the patience we need to start again.
Maybe it’s the thresholds that swallow us whole
as we learn to let go, in spite of the dirt on our clothes.
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Recent work

Monday, March 22, 2010
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Frustration

Ink





Inspired by Gustav Klimt
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I will recreate wholeness.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010
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You know how people form certain philosophies about their craft? I think I'm starting to do it too. Today I realized why I'm never satisfied with my pictures. It's because I know that they are all unfinished, part of a unending cycle of resurrection. This can't be "it." Everything before the picture was taken--the memories, images, and gestures that evoked emotion--specific moments of beauty and strangeness that caused me to take the picture, will remain. They will continue to inspire and move me because clicking the shutter isn't a remedy to this undeniable need to recreate something meaningful. I think that there are series of moments in a person's life that are all connected, where present moments trigger the past back to life. I suppose this is why I continue to push myself harder. Thinking this way is comforting. It's not about striving for perfection but is instead about struggling to achieve wholeness--being able to capture the different pieces that made this photograph come to being.
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Wrapped in Piano Strings

Saturday, March 13, 2010
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[Irish spinner and spinning wheel. County Galway, Ireland] (LOC)

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Looks so real & surreal at the same time.

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Sunday, March 07, 2010
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Continuation: 

Why do I always need to 'wait and see.' I am impatient. What is with waiting, with time, with timing. We are swallowed up by minutes and we think we 'manage' time. There is never enough time to live. We need to decide sometime.

What is there to see. To be honest? Everything. Our eyes offer this panoramic view of everything that surrounds us but it's never whole. Maybe we can see together. And finally see a whole perspective of revolution. An instant view of the roundness of the world.

I have this piece of glass separating my eyes from what's in front of me. And I still see you clearly.

This distance might be enough to focus on what's needed for the right composition. +7,000 miles enough?
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NYC with friends

Friday, March 05, 2010
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NY 2009 self-portrait 2NY self-portrait 1

Shaun

Central ParkAngelica

This was the weekend after submitting our phase 3 final. Shaun, Dakota, and I decided to go to the city to take a break from Turners Falls and school. Interesting highlights of the weekend... washing our hands at Sabon, snow-covered Central Park, and delicious burgers from Burger Joint. Oh, and banana pudding. Lots of banana pudding.
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Landlocked.

Sunday, February 28, 2010
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Some photos from my phase 3 finals...





Never get yourself into anything that you can't get out of.
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At Pinch with Joyce

Tuesday, February 16, 2010
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Joyce Rosenfeld

Joyce and I have a strange story. Last September, on the first weekend after I started at Hallmark, my friends and I decided to explore Northampton, which was one of the closer towns. I happened to pass by Pinch, a store that hosted works by several local artists. The front windows were decorated by spoon chandeliers and believe it or not, folded books hanging on sticks. To me, they look like enormous origami encased in hardbound leather. I entered the shop, drawn to these pieces. Being a lit major, I've never seen such a beautiful desecration.

Stepping inside was a beginning to an interesting correspondence.

I ended up leaving all of my information with Meg, who works at the store, when she told me that these books were hand-made by a "little old lady." I didn't know what I was imagining or expecting at that time but I just knew that I needed to photograph Joyce with her beautiful books. How could she not be an interesting subject if she created these things? I didn't need to meet her to know that I wanted to photograph her. In the next 6 months, we ended up e-mailing back and forth, attempting to organize a photoshoot but it never happened because of random circumstances. The first time I called her, she thought I was a telemarketer and she hung up after saying, "No, sorry. I don't want to buy anything." Hilarious.

I can't tell you how happy I am that we finally did it after all these months of planning. Meeting her was like meeting an instant friend. She was lovely and warm, and actually quite spunky. The photoshoot went well to say the least. She was a natural at posing her hands and controlling her expressions. My job couldn't have been easier. :)

These two are my favorites but we tried many things. It's interesting going through the photos and seeing how two strangers could trust each other so easily. It was great. I am honored to have taken these.

Joyce Rosenfeld
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Logo/Business card

Wednesday, February 10, 2010
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I am currently in phase 3... steadily navigating through the marketing/packaging maze of planning a photography business in between shoots and retouching classes. Part of the program is coming up with a logo and a specific "look." The trouble I had in the beginning was finding the middle ground between "classy and modern" and "organic and fun." I didn't want it to be too static or too girly. My instructor Peter Chilton helped me out a lot by teaching me a bit of Adobe Illustrator so that I could draw the 'K.' I think we were pretty successful. Here's the official business card. Hope you all like it!

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Recent Work: High Key portrait

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Freya

Model: Freya Faeona
Make-up: Liz Washer
Hair: Jen Adamites

The Actual Shoot taken by Liz:
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Thursday, February 04, 2010
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I've lost a couple of friends in the span of 10 years and it's never been easy. Especially since they're all still alive and I could still run into them. It makes me wonder if they bother to archive good memories despite [insert incident here]. What happens to those rare instances when two people actually share something genuinely honest? I must be one-sided here and over-assuming things. The memories in question might not be as valuable as I would think. I admit that I still think about them except on most days when I don't, but not in the "crying-over-spilled-milk" sort of way, at least most of the time. I do have some regrets though.
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